saw jens on tuesday, got lost on campus but it was worth it. kind of sad that i didn't wait forever to meet him. But i'm also kind of afraid that he wouldn't live up to my expectations of him. in my head i fantasize about falling in love and moving in with him somewhere. if i met him this would kill all dreams because it would solidify the fact that he is real and has plans of his own. So until the next time i see him i will continue to listen to his songs and pretend that he is singing them all to me.